In a way, yes. It makes me feel wanted. HAHA. Not that I’m unwanted or that I don’t feel wanted. Just gives me that extra special feeling that people still want to “tatz mah barreh” even if I’m saggy and old.
Wow ha. The first indecent proposal in a very, very long time. LOL. -_-
So yesterday we had a shoot for my first narrative short film this year (exclamation! points! right! here!) and I worked again with Kevin, who I got as the lead actor of a short I did last year.
Huhuhu, gawa tayo ng mga pito pa. :O
Bought several books at NBS a while, ate at Sambokojin for a pre-Mommy’s Day dinner, and successfully harassed my mother into buying a deck of Tarot cards.
They’re seem like they would work well as design inspirations or concepts. Hehehe!
Reading about it right now.
I was on my way to UP Diliman to shoot a short film with @awarewolves, @derNullmeridian, and @vpg. There weren’t any buses heading for Edsa so I decided to take a jeepney to Eastwood instead.
Anyway, today was a very tiring day. 9AM to 7PM for the entire short film!!!
With regard to my sudden fatness, please blame Ian. He is to blame for why I’m fat, why world hunger exists, why there’s global warming, why Katy Perry feels like a plastic bag, why everything trivial happens.
Ito, mataba pa rin kami. Sa pagiging complacent namin, kailangan pa naming bilangin kung ilang buwan na kaming magkasama (wait, bilang lang ako…) which is 1 year, 3 months.
Tsaka magugulat na lang kami monthsary na namin, kasi hindi naman kami sabik na malaman na matanda na kami (tsaka mataba).
Ayun, sabi niya, kuha na daw kami tickets for Bora simula June pa lang para ready get set go na sa sembreak.
Tapos, hindi pa rin ako nakakapunta sa bahay nila sa Subic. -_-
After my frustration about finding a job, I get distracted by the fact that my Sims 3 stopped working. “Unable to start game. Reinstall the base game.” HOW ABOUT NO?!
Ahuuuuu, I just want to play right now and not deal with all the shit that EA started throwing my way. WHY WHY WHY?!
The pessimism sinks in and I’m stuck here staring my fate in the face. I’m known for making the worst decisions, to be honest, and I just keep making mistake after mistake.
I doubt myself all the time. Why wouldn’t I? Look where I am right now!
I’m afraid that this is it for me. This is what my worth is. And although I’d like to argue that I’m worth more, I guess this is all there is to it.
I also, honestly, don’t know know what I’m writing. I’m just typing without actually thinking of a a flow for whatever this is I’m writing.
Joined PinoyExchange because I get redirected to it almost every time I click on a job opening… Would really want to complain and rant and what not, and then I remember I have a blog who will keep me company until the day I die.
Never leave me, Tumblr. #HoldMeimFragile
I’ve made a deal with my mother stating that I’ll take a year off from school so that I could work for my own tuition (since she won’t be paying for them anymore). She agreed with my terms but only if I get a job within the month.
Obviously, I’m an undergraduate, so there’s like minimal chance that I could get a job that isn’t at a call center, so that’s what I’m looking for. A job at a call center.
The thing is, I’m only allowed to take a job in the vicinity of Ortigas (specifically within a kilometer radius of Rob Galle) or within Eastwood. So, it’s a bit restricting.
Also, my mom wants to take hold of all my paychecks…because she’s afraid I’d spend it all. But, hello, I’m not going to spend it because I need it for tuition!
Job hunting is proving to be a pain in the ass, truth be told. I’m probably going to just shoot myself in the head soon.